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Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 8:56 PM
I wish i was bang today..perhaps..
Alright bloggy.. woke up early for work today.. working extra hours because i did not work yesterday.. Alright got late 'again' and almost got bang by a car.. hai.. rich cars.. think they so rich they don't even need to signal.. end up honk me.. alright here's the full story..
Was going to cross the road to get to my workplace.. and i was in the middle of 2 parked cars.. so i think that driver did not see me either.. anyway i'm wearing all black..-.- And i did not expect him/her to turn left, because he/she did not give car signals at all~!! And it was like 1 more cm and i'm gonna get bang.. just imagine its like one finger tip away from your knee length.. i thought it was over for me.. but somehow i just think.. why didn't i get bang? My life is so meaningless already.. but perhaps god was good to me, telling me it's not worth to die for someone like him.. Seriously felt like an idiot to fall in love with him... why did i make so much sacrifices and waste my time crying and feeling hurt for? Why am i neglecting my studies and friends because of him? Really love him.. but what do i get for this 3 years? Someone tell me? Should i let go? 3 more days.. i don't think anything good will happen for this 3rd year.. shouldn't have accepted him on Friday the 13.. bad omen.. bad sign... And now he totally ignore me.. my fault? My sin? Everything me?? Who is the victim here? Who is the one at lost now? Who is at the disadvantage now? You're life is not over.. mine is... Alright i'll better stop this before i continue to cry badly again.. After work took the free shuttle bus with my supervisor to Hougang Point.. got home after that.. Come to think of it, forgot to recommend you all to go to Causeway Point, the store i went to buy my earpiece.. the salesperson is really like some japanese anime character.. =D Don't know what to say now.. I have no one to comfort me so.. what's the use? Just die better right? Crying badly while typing all this.. |
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