Alright.. finally got the mood to blog.. let's start off with today's story.. Woke up early, chest pain.. Don't know if it's symptoms of heart attack or asthma.. but i read before.. and my relatives had genes of heart attack.. who knows.. i'm born with weak heart anyway.. recently been feeling i gonna die in my sleep..-.-

Anyway.. woke up early although i had the best sleep ever~!! But have to go for X-ray scan today at Tan Tock Seng.. got there and ya.. forgot to collect my stool for the pass few days and i finally got the feeling of passing motion~!! Phew..

Well.. the scan was okie.. felt werid.. and the doctor told me my blood was fine.. no more low blood.. Good sign..=] And cause i just passed my motion, the doctor cannot see the results of my stomach well.. But he say something weird is in my stomach.. anyway still yet to confirm if that's the food i ate this morning..

Hm.. but major thing is.. my X-Ray obviously show that my spine was slanted.. slanted in a very serious way.. i'm still young.. but he say as time goes by i might die from it.. So i need to figure out if it's my sleeping position or go swimming.. But he say if it's due to my prematured term when i was a baby that resulted in that, might need operation to straighten it, but if it fails, i might die or may be vegetable.. hai... well.. fated isn't it? Everything did not go smoothly for me since the beginning of my life.. Accept it. =]

Although so many bad things had happen.. the bitch.. the asshole.. the stupid supervisor.. my studies.. my school.. my work.. my aim.. my money...my love.. everything... end up just reducing my life term..

No sympathy is needed.. cause what's done is done.. what happened have already happened.. What's gonna happen is gonna happen..

Live happy..Is all i can say now..