Hey bloggy~~

Okie... back home.. feeling really tired.. took a nap...

Xian asked me to go get his new phone with him... but i don't know why.. the sight and thought of me just disgusted me now... my mood changes everytime i go to places he spent with Chanel before... talking to him just angers me..seeing him make me just don't want to talk to him anymore... perhaps he really hurt me deeply.. my heart is numb le..very numb...i prefer not to make contacts with him now cause i always get angry...And i will never go to his place again...never...i don't care about whether we got future together or not le.. i had told myself i will never get a husband that lies... many regrets...knowing him..

But... i still love him...i love him...=(

Anyway.. today going to go out again with family.. but was too tired le..so never go...

Tomorrow's Jessica's birthday... going to celebrate with them.. but still have not recieve any confirmation details yet... if i recieve it only tomorrow morning.. i'm not going..

Well...was very unhappy with someone who been talking bad about me... well.. who cares? cause he's no better when he bad-mouth about someone..=]

Oh.. and my business if none of his business either..right? he himself chose to get into my problems.. wahaha.. fuck off...