Hey bloggy~~



Let's continue on my adventure of... school today..-.-
Yip.. late for school.. how many times had i repeated that? -.-

So darn sleepy today... hai... Today's problem statement was quite hard today.. anyway managed to understand quite abit..XD

Had Tom Yum noodles today at W4 canteen.. darn nice, lucky i requested not to make the soup too spicy...

Seriously need a break.. i want to go shopping~!! =p Xian promised me to bring me go shopping after he get his next pay next month.. weeee~!! can't wait can't wait~~ Gonna help him plan how he going to save his money also.. he been spending all of his money in a month's time..-.-

Okie.. so after school, went home immediately.. so hungry... didn't take my lunch 'again'.. but was so darn tired i slept in the bus.. and also slept for a few hours when i got home..

Tomorrow having UT for Computing maths.. so going to be dead for this module now.. my expected grade was E... UT 1 got E... UT 2 missed due to lateness... skiped 4 lessons... daily grades weren't so good ever since VB codes appear...oh god..-.- Lucky next week no VB..

Well, sad experiences for today.. let's list them down...

• Still got sensative everytime Xian have his 2 days break.. ever since he went out against my back during his 2 days off.
• Was upset that he was unable to fetch me today
• Was upset that i could not go to his place because i need to study UT.
• Sad that my stupid younger brother is having his holidays now.
• Darn angry with the lack of discipline on my younger brother, would prefer not to see him everyday.
• Darn upset because i missed my favourite 11pm anime today.. when to bathe without realising today's wednesday..-.-

Anyway.. tomorrow i'm going to be busy again.. with R.I.C.E meeting and also Jive's talk...UT... Communication module... talk... meeting... wow...-.-

And today... saw my dad loss of hair, just tell me that he aged... And.. by looking at how my mum walks with a limp on her right leg plus unimaginable pain.. my younger brother's lack of discipline and respect...my elder brother's almost non-existence...just make me realise the responsiblity that i should be having... but... they always think that i would not look after them.. they think i won't be the filial one to them.. thinking that their sons would be.. but why? they are always so rude to them.. but they still care for them... biasness of sons and daughter? Have they even notice what i did for them? they always remember the mistakes i've made...Ever since i've learnt to be independent.. nothing seem to go smoothly for me.. no one appreciates what i did for them... even Xian don't seem to appreciates me.. by doing that unexpected actions... Don't they realise how much i've done? The sacrifices? The pain i took for them?

So... why the hell am i doing so much? that just rose my hatred even more...

Wonder how it feels to faint..-.-