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Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 9:22 PM
Hey Bloggy~!!
Sob...today's bus was so packed that i have to stand cramped together with the others for more than half and hour..-.- Cannot even doze off properly..=x Anyway.. Make it on time for Understanding Test... so so lah.. but cannot say easy, you'll never know..XD Today's problem was damn funny and dirty too, most of us used dirty examples to explain what we are saying..XD But facilitator seems to be enjoying too... haha he can't stop laughing himself...=D Anyway.. Today had such huge appetite that after having noodles for 1st break.. i had rice and soup for 2nd break..then after awhile i ate other servings too..XD Anyway my tummy is never ending.. After school, went home... dozed off and had a really great nap in the bus.. got home and did all my RJ and stuff..then ate my dinner..with sashimi for 'after meals' XD... couldn't resist the wasabi at all, stuffing more wasabi then the individual sashimi size, with japanese soya sause and i was like... whaoo.. the sensation of the breathless spicyness~!! just loved it.. now drinking wasabi with soya sause.. XD Just love WASABI~!! Learnt something ever since i was young till now... the meaning of life and death.. compare oneself with others who are worst when you think you are suffering.. ever since the escape from death and my friend's death... life is precious to me now.. and nothing is going to bother me to make myself sad... only family, studies, my future plans and Xianxian's problem.. others are just nothing to me... i will simply ignore the advices.. even if some may say i am stubborn are dumb.. but..that is my life.. i lead it the way i want it and no one is going to lead my life for me... my life, my decision.. and whatever i do.. there is no regrets... in my prayers.. 'bu yao yen', which means.. do not think about the bad things done, regrets, etc.. just live life happily and freely.. just do what i want.. Many may say i being foolish.. try having to die in the hands of death.. and managing to survive through.. everything just change.. for me..after that experience.. life is precious and as long as i think i am happy.. no obstacles are a burden to me.. My life had been planned neatly by me.. nothing is going to cut through my plans..i am guilt-free...i don't need another chance.. because..once a path is walked..there is no turning back...or else.. there is one word at the back..loser... I love TAN JIN XIAN only... No matter how he is like... loving someone is to understand.. to give him a 'chance' and to accept him..2 years of love and loyalty..nothing is going to stop me from loving him unless he stops loving me..even if he does..he is still the one i truly loved.. |
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